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Hmm.

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 00:30:52 GMT

Should I revive this thing?

W00T!

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 14:05:07 GMT

I'm going to the airport in about an hour. I am excited, yet not quite mentally ready to leave home. But in a way, I am going home. I realized that I am a pretty bad luggage-packer. I get stressed out and run all over teh place and start wasting time by trying on clothes that I know I should not bring with me because I'm going to buy lots of stuff at the nightmarkets. My sister helps me a lot with my life, haha. Ummmm what else? I'll try to update while I'm there, and hopefully I'll see ya'll when im back in August! W00T! Japan and Taiwan!!!!! So azn right now <3

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:06:00 GMT

As I'm sitting here, typing and thinking of something clever to write, I'm listening to a cassette tape my piano teacher gave me a few weeks ago. It has the recordings we did together a couple months ago, during my "peak" of piano-playing . . . and it's just weird listening to it, because it doesn't sound like me at times, yet it does during others. Sometimes, I'm like "whoa . . . I guess that practicing did pay off" and then when I hear a little note slip, I'm like "yeah, I would do that . . ." (<---by the way, I hate that phrase, haha) But my point is, as I'm listening, I realize that I have to keep up these skills I've acquired over these twelve years. It really sucks that such skills, as with any other musical instrument, sport, etc., could go away so quickly after not practicing just for a week or so. Yet it takes months, even years just to improve by a little bit. It's frustrating, but I look back with no regrets at all. My last lesson is gonna be next Tuesday, and I'm half excited, half dreading it. I'm going to miss my teacher, playing those computer games that are supposed to make you better at music theory, mastering my pieces, performing, even messing up in front of her. It was a great experience.

On a lighter note, I'm dead excited that it's summer. I'm also kind of amused at the current state me and peers are in right now . . . we're high school graduates, yet we're not quite in college yet. But oh well . . . I'm gonna enjoy myself and savor these three months (last summer was like, six weeks) and then . . . off to UCSD I go! Yay! Oh yeah. Another cool thing about senior year is that everyone's cool with each other, since everyone's moving away soon. I think I might go out for sushi with a group of people that I didn't even talk to during high school. Weird huh?

Taisetsu na Mono

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 03:58:04 GMT

Today was my first, only, and last final exam of high school, and it doesn't even matter, because all I can think of right now is preserving every memory I make these last few days. Yeah, I admit tons of times throughout the year that I wanted it to end as soon as possible, but I've realized how much I really am going to miss all these people. To be honest, I thought I was going to be okay, moving onto the next chapter of my life with nothing but a smile that my last stage in life was good, but that I was ready to look forward to other things. But you know, I probably said all those things while I was being distracted by the stress of college applications, I dunno . . . but right now, I am quite distraught at the fact that I might not even see some of these people for the rest of my life. Isn't that strange? But I'm trying not to think about that too much. All I want to do right now is to spend as much time as I can with every one of my friends, and cherish every moment I can (as I should have, and did do throughout high school). Hopefully some people feel the same as I do . . .

I want a hug right now. Not that I really need one.

I need to go shopping. Anyone up for it? I think I've owned these pants for about 5 years. And they're paper thin too . . . I just know any second they're not only going to split in the crotch, but in every which possible spot. And that's not a good thing, haha . . .

This entry's going nowhere!!! Goodnight.

theme: i <3 dorkestra forever.

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 05:43:41 GMT

I <3 Dorkestra forever!!!!!

<3 PROM 2006 <3

Sun, 21 May 2006 23:57:29 GMT

yeah. it was fun. <3

And you'd think it would be anything near remotely fun by this point . . .

Thu, 18 May 2006 06:33:29 GMT

Wow, this is a really bad time for me to talk about senior year, because I'm so frustrated with school STILL, when I should be relaxing and thinking about friends and just whatEVER!! So here's a little disclaimer--I might sound more angry than I actually am/should be.

So. I've decided that I will be happy only after May 31st. By then, the government documentary project will be out of my way, and the orchestra video will be our of my and Stephanie's lives. It was sort of painful to hear a certain teacher tell the whole class today that he was worried about the video, and that he doesn't want something crappy at the last minute, that had been so called hyped-up. Stephanie and I are trying our best to get together and put this thing together. I know he's just reminding us that time is running out. Maybe I'm just overreacting . . . I talked to him after class and we were fine afterwards, but I'm just in a BLAH mood right now.

I tried to do my 10-minute prom hair before I took shower today. It didn't work. I have no idea what I'm going to do when I come home from the airport. I'm almost thinking of showing up in pajamas and all my hair down in my face. It would be much more comfortable anyway.

I'm fat.

I'm irritable right now.

Please forgive me.

Twiddle iddle lee twiddle iddle lee . . .

Sun, 14 May 2006 22:47:55 GMT

Soo, anyone wanna tell me how i can put music on this thing? kthx

Happy mother's day!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:03:59 GMT

Dude . . . I have the most awesomest friends ever.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Sat, 06 May 2006 23:21:30 GMT

Man, just got home from the last physics study sesh. I'm finally done with those crazy ap problems and practice tests . . . now I just need to study my ghetto butt off until Monday, and then Art History on Thursday, then i'm FREEEE!! I have a list of things I plan to do after AP testing, would you like to see it?

1. Practice more piano
2. Exercise more
3. Read for fun (wait . . what?)
4. Sleep
5. Look for banquet/graduation outfits
6. Work on the orchestra video, government video
7. Cook and bake with my new Giada DeLaurentis book

Yay, that was entertaining. Now I'm going to die peacefully . . . temporarily.

zzz . . .